A close friend, a family member? Perhaps I've been lucky thus far since I haven't lost anyone yet. I'm thinking of the most brutal way to see if I've truly lost my emotions. The death of my sister would likely be the ultimate test. She would be the closest person to me, even though I've distanced myself considerably from her too. If she died, would I cry? Would I feel pain? Would I mourn? Or will it bounce off me like everything else, leaving me unscathed, untouched, and as emotionless as before?