You have a friend??? Great!!!
Thanks....she, her husband and I have been friends about 30 years. I met her before she started dating him. She knew my husband. And she's the one person in the world that I know that really loves me. And I'm pretty sure her husband loves me unreservedly too, he and I still talk past just general social conversation every few months. But the last time I saw them in person was when I went and visited them for a few weeks about 5 years ago. I was not strongly depressed at that time either.
Then another woman that lives in a neighboring town near here cares about me, one I go and visit with on occasion, every few months since they reopened their business after 2 years to clients and friends for face to face visits (covid related, and the business is located in their home). We more share emails and calls back and forth some; fairly regularly....have known her for almost 20 years.
That's all there is now.