I've lost everything I ever loved, my mom, my one true love who stopped me from killing myself and it hurts so much.
I live on the streets of Edmonton Alberta...
Everyone on the streets who once cared about me has turned on me.
Im addicted to almost every drug around...
With living on the streets I see a lot of shit, death, suicides, murders, accidental overdoses... RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
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I can't take it anymore, I mean I didn't mind when Adrian was around but now that he's gone nothing matters anymore.
WHy should I continue living...?
I can't find a reason, and last night I thought I was going to die because I injected some bad shit (Won't say what it was) and I felt at peace, not scared like I have at certian attmepts and not like there was unfinished business like I have on other attempts...
So thats why Im GOING TO KILL MYSELF TODAY!