hello, my name is Blacksheep and i have extreme social anxiety and...well i guess moderate paranoia towards people. and i have no recollection of when i developed either of them. im always afraid of being laughed at no matter how "comfortable" i feel around the people that im near...and im sometimes paranoid they are gonna do something strange to me (whether its being randomly beaten, robbed, or humiliated depends on how high i am at the time), im also kinda really really paranoid at the whole mind reading thing...i give it about 2 years till i break out the tin-foil hat... and when i think about it...is it possible that one of those caused the other? is it possible that my fears of being laughed at opened my mind to other paranoid thoughts? or maybe my paranoia lead to my social anxiety... any thoughts?