Why arent I happy?

I got a promotion 2day, things with my 'boy' r going well (even tho we still arent together), my sister is comin down on the weekend, my best friend and i r going away to a concert together in a month or so, i brought recording equipment so i can make my cd...so WHY ARENT I HAPPY? WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR? :sad:

 

Happiness is hard to find. It's different for everyone.

I'm poor, isolated, have no friends, no significant other, haven't slept well in days, my stomach feels sick when I eat, and yet I'm happy and full of energy.

 

So if someone who feels they has so little can b happy..then y cant i? peple say i have it all, yet im still laying here crying...
I dont understand

 

Sounds like there is an underlying problem Shauna, which, until you resolve it, will continue to colour your life.:unsure:

 

But how do i fix it if i can't find it? Sure things arent perfect and I do have reason to be upset, but not this upset, not this depressed. How can i find something thats hiding behind all this?

 

Do you dream hun? If so take notice of them..often our subconscious talks to us thru our dreams.

 

Yes i dream, its always about the guy i love (my boyfriend/ex boyfriend)...i have alot of nightmares too