It will be a week tomorrow that I attempted suicide... I still haven't told anybody... Not sure anyone would care anyway. The day started so well but here I am again with thoughts racing through my head... I'm just so fed up of feeling this way... I'm so tired physically and mentally... I don't get to see my therapist again till the 27th, I want to tell them but I know when my appointment comes round I'll get tongue tied and I won't say anything... My emotions are all over the place... I wish I hadn't failed my attempt.