why is everything so fucking hard

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by andyc68, May 6, 2008.

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  1. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    so confused today, had to drop the house price to sell it ( no brainer ) but ex rang to talk money which we were borrowing from a mutual friend.
    it makes sense to carry on but i said i will think on it.
    trouble is i believe the house wont sell and i dont want to owe him anymore than the 10k we already do but on the other had, what if it does sell soon.....
    was having a good day but now..........
    i want this to be over so i can break all ties but its so hard to do whats best, dont want to let my mate down.
    yet the ya or nay is down to me, i cant handle the pressure, i dont want it but i have got it.
    this life is so complicated, so unreal.

    its like a waking nightmare that i am ashamed to wake up from.


    well fuck this for a game of soldiers !!!!!!
     
  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Things are so fucking hard because apparently the reward in the end will be so worth the effort. Hang in there Andy!! Your reward will soon be realized.
     
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