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Why is this happening

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by rabitt3434, Oct 23, 2017.

  1. rabitt3434

    rabitt3434 SF Supporter

    Right as I lay here typing this with tears rolling down my face all I can ask is why. Why do I have to loose yet another friend. I HATE FUCKING CANCER. I just played down to go to sleep after my boyfriend left. I seen a notification about something else on Facebook so I decided to go on. Well went on and one if the first things I see us another co worker saying how another one passed away. She was one of my strongest supporters through a lot of my health struggles. Just like my other friend thus one beat cancer once before. Sadly she has just list her battle and is no ok her in pain. My heart is so broken. I have lost too many friends the last few months. I can't even describe how I feel right now other than heart broken. All I can say is rest easy my friend.
  2. sassy123

    sassy123 SF hugger Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    hugs so sorry stay safe hun
  3. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Sorry for loss which is no doubt hurting very much so at the moment. Let the tears out as it help to release the sorrow out which YOU feel. At the moment you should talking on here as it will help YOU get through each day. All I can suggest is that YOU keep yourself busy as it help not to think the hurt you are currently feeling.

    If YOU want to talk further in private please PM and I will do my upmost to help YOU. Take care and be safe.
  4. Big hugs for you bunny rabbit. I really have no words right now, just know I'm here for you.
  5. nobodyknows71

    nobodyknows71 Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Hey there,

    I'm so sorry for your loss, cancer is a pig! Allow yourself the time to be angry and to grieve, one day at a time.

    Love and hugs
  6. rabitt3434

    rabitt3434 SF Supporter

    Thanks everyone just really hard. I'm trying to stay busy doing ok but then at the meeting this morning they announced it and I had all I could do not to cry. So thankful I have you guys here. Thank you
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    So sorry for your loss. Bless you, I hope you can find the courage to get through this very difficult time. I will keep you in my thoughts. (hugs)