Right as I lay here typing this with tears rolling down my face all I can ask is why. Why do I have to loose yet another friend. I HATE FUCKING CANCER. I just played down to go to sleep after my boyfriend left. I seen a notification about something else on Facebook so I decided to go on. Well went on and one if the first things I see us another co worker saying how another one passed away. She was one of my strongest supporters through a lot of my health struggles. Just like my other friend thus one beat cancer once before. Sadly she has just list her battle and is no ok her in pain. My heart is so broken. I have lost too many friends the last few months. I can't even describe how I feel right now other than heart broken. All I can say is rest easy my friend.