will i ever date anyone at this point? i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. i used to talk to and go out with guys all the time, if i wanted someone id make us happen, i was basically unstoppable, what the HELL happened???? i havent been so pissed in a LONG time. being with me isnt hard at all its just affection and letting me complain about my friends. im so mad rn i had the opportunity to start something with this amazingly attractive guy last year and if i had played my cards right we would probably be dating by now... im so PISSED UGHHHHHHHHH i hate my life so much. miserable existence, i wish i could end this useless life and start over as someone else. idc if caring so much about dating is shallow or stupid, i care about it deeply and i dont think that will change until i stop being more hormone than person.