I fought it off as long as I could. I had surgery two weeks ago, and because of diabetes I'm healing slowly. It's a drag and the short days are a drag. I'm back to no energy and not able to think clearly let alone quickly. But I'm not down on myself because of it. I'm not a bad, worthless person. I am a depressed person. I hope I can keep those thoughts straight and not get down on myself for it.