wow, now I am so srewed

[Hoasis]

I just want some piece of advice here since I am in a very bad situation. I have never been social, always wanted to daydream in my own world...that is fair enough. But now, I am also extremely nervous talking to ANYBODY, including my family. When I do speak to them, it ruins the next 10 days. I got nothing to talk about...just being suicidal..not meds will help me. I am just lost. And actually now I hate my father, and I am thinking about talking him with me...what to do??? Anyone been in this kind of situation before? I think I am schizofrenic..hmmm:sigh:

 

[windlepoons]

Have you considered Social Anxiety? Sounds like you could be a sufferer. Theres an excellent book by Gillian Butler called 'Overcoming Social Anxiety and Shyness' which may help.

 

[Jeserai]

what makes you think you're schizofrenic?
I agree with windlepools, it sounds like social anxiety. With therapy it is able to resolve that problem.

 

[Hoasis]

thanks for the reply guys. I guess its not anxciety thats the problem, thats what I thought the last 4 years. Its actually my personality thats the problem. I dont know how to socialise! what a retard problem, my brain just doesnt function socialy...so I get nervous...its not like I get nervous because of my anxiety. I tyhink I am schizofrenic because I want to be in my own world the whole time instead of being right here right now!

 

[Jeserai]

Maybe you have autism? It doesn't sound like schizofrenia. Have you ever been to a therapist? Social norms is able to learn. Where I live we have courses for that.

 

[Stranger1]

Do you hear voices other than your own?? Do you see things that aren't there?? I'm skyzophrenic and mine is under control from meds.. I still see shadows..But it's not as bad as it use to be..I would hear people talking and see things.. Some times I would smell cologne..
It sounds like you have socialphobia and irrational thoughts.. Both can be treated with meds..Thats two of my other issues..PLus a shit load of others..I take seven different meds to control myself..