Wrong door

[Dani24]

I thought I was getting better

In the middle of living my life it’s like I opened a wrong door

And I enter this nothingness and emptiness

Now I am stuck with dealing with it

It’s goes everywhere with me

I can’t pretend I am fine and I want to scream it at everyone

Instead I have to move throughout the day like what I am feeling is not there

I don’t know if I can overcome it this time

I don’t know if I am strong enough

I want to go back to that wrong door and scream at it to leave me alone

It’s the worst feeling ever and I am tired of it

 

[Gabby girl]

happens to me all the time. im not sure how severe yours is but i get depressed and crabby easily. that lead to more intrusive thoughts. if you ever wanna talk about it more we can discuss more in this thread. i can understand a bit of were your coming from here.

 

[Lara_C]

In the middle of living my life it’s like I opened a wrong door

And I enter this nothingness and emptiness

What's missing Dani? What do you need to make you feel happy to be here?

 

[Dani24]

What's missing Dani? What do you need to make you feel happy to be here?

I know it’s been a year, but I never figured it out.