Mental Health Disorders Major Depressive Disorder Generalized Anxiety Disorder PTSD*2 Physical Health Conditions Colitis No Colon Shoulder Arthritis *2 Stomach Hernias History of Seizures Others Stuttering 15 Medications The Navy, totally failed me in my medical treatment for Colitis. The ship doctor was giving me vitamins, to treat colitis. Yes, vitamins. I feel like I should have been taken off of my ship.Sent to the States, to see a GI doctor. I am very angry about this, I don't know how to deal with it. Medication for Colitis, Azfuldean, caused me to have seizures. I had a seizure, and landed on my shoulder and messed it up pretty good. Had Colon removed to treat rampart Colitis. It was killing me. Now, I have perm. diarrhea, which is it's own personal "joy". Yeah, I have my plate full. I am so tired of it all. I am tired of being sick, and no hope that things will ever get better. Things will only get worse. I just want it all to stop. At 42, no hope for dating or imitancy , why keep living? What's the point of it?