Your not alone

[Lostman85]

I really want everyone who feels how I do to think before reacting. Your not alone and never will be here. Everyone is very good heartwarming people. If hou have someone (friends, family,teachers,or doctors) who you can trust talk to them how your feeling it will help to get it out plus they can help you. I know its scary but it will help in the long run.
I went through very low times in the past and almost ended my pain. Instead I got help. I talked to my doctor and it got better. So from my experience it does work. It takes time but anybody can do it if could.
Yes im struggling now but don't have Noone that I can talk to. I have everyone here and it helps to let it out.
So please if you'd feeling down or on the ledge please let it out here or with someone. Everyone deserves to know they/you are loved and we card boug you.
Hope everyone stays safe and has great night.

 

[Lifeisthis]

We got your back

 

[Lostman85]

We got your back

As we got yours

 

[Lifeisthis]

Thanks that means alot your a great person so is everyone on here

 

[may71]

@Lostman85
If you're feeling suicidal, can you promise to post here and wait for replies before making a suicide attempt?

I'm worried that you might make an attempt without giving us the chance to talk you out of it.

 

[Lifeisthis]

Your a good man lost we got you considering talking to a therepist too it helped me in the past. We love ya man ur a good person

 

[Lostman85]

@Lostman85
If you're feeling suicidal, can you promise to post here and wait for replies before making a suicide attempt?

I'm worried that you might make an attempt without giving us the chance to talk you out of it.

May i have suicidal everyday feel like I got nothing. As long as everyone else is good I really don't care what happens to me. I'm always numb and very overwhelmed with everything. Its ok tho cause when/if it happens its meant to be.
I hope all is well on your end. If not I will be here as long as possible if you need to talk. Thank you for caring I learned im a lost cause eventually im trying to keep head straight.

 

[Lostman85]

Your a good man lost we got you considering talking to a therepist too it helped me in the past. We love ya man ur a good person

I lost my insurance. My ex took me off it so that's that. No more meds no more docs. Its gonna get crazy. Its ok tho. lo e ya bro and thanks for everything.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I really want everyone who feels how I do to think before reacting. Your not alone and never will be here. Everyone is very good heartwarming people. If hou have someone (friends, family,teachers,or doctors) who you can trust talk to them how your feeling it will help to get it out plus they can help you. I know its scary but it will help in the long run.
I went through very low times in the past and almost ended my pain. Instead I got help. I talked to my doctor and it got better. So from my experience it does work. It takes time but anybody can do it if could.
Yes im struggling now but don't have Noone that I can talk to. I have everyone here and it helps to let it out.
So please if you'd feeling down or on the ledge please let it out here or with someone. Everyone deserves to know they/you are loved and we card boug you.
Hope everyone stays safe and has great night.

Thanks....I'm glad it helped u..don't worry.. we'll be okay..🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

May i have suicidal everyday feel like I got nothing. As long as everyone else is good I really don't care what happens to me. I'm always numb and very overwhelmed with everything. Its ok tho cause when/if it happens its meant to be.
I hope all is well on your end. If not I will be here as long as possible if you need to talk. Thank you for caring I learned im a lost cause eventually im trying to keep head straight.

You're not a lost cause..u help people here and that's really good..I hope that those hard feelings pass away..hugss🫂🫂

 

[Lifeisthis]

Just checking in hope your having a good postive day we are here for you

 

[Lostman85]

Just checking in hope your having a good postive day we are here for you

I appreciate that life your awesome hope you know that

 

[Lifeisthis]

Thanks man thats very nice of you. Your awesome too. I think there's walk in clinics im not sure maybe others would know more that you can talk to a threpist im not 100 percent. Its a pleasure to know you my friend

 

[may71]

Its ok tho cause when/if it happens its meant to be.

Suicide is never meant to be.

If not I will be here as long as possible if you need to talk

Thank you

Thank you for caring

You're welcome!

I learned im a lost cause

You're not a lost cause at all. Do you want to say why you're saying that?

I lost my insurance

If you contact 211, they may be able to help. If you qualify by income, you might be able to get medicaid. There also might be some other programs that would let you get some medication for free or low cost.

 

[Lostman85]

I want to right this saying I have to try and get rid of my crap life. I got no fight in me. Everything I care bout is gone. I got nothing left to live for and everyone in my life can live a happy life without my useless mental self. I have ruined my life my kids life and everyone I worried about all these years without even knowing it. I deserve to die. Life will go on for everyone. Im to hurt and numb to care anymore. Love everyone. Im going out alone. Remember everyone you can get through anything if you fight hard. Everyone matters except me. Just don't give up like me.

 

[Lifeisthis]

Lost we love you man. Even soldiers got back to the base and rest and recuperate and need down time your going through the hard time when my parents divorced my dad went through something very similar to you give yourself sometime plesse im sorry if this is coming across the wrong way I never been married or had kids so I wouldn't know but your a good person

 

[Lifeisthis]

Sometimes you dont need to fight you need to pace yourself

 

[may71]

Everything I care bout is gone. I got nothing left to live for

Your kids still need you. They need you more than you know.

I have ruined my life my kids life and everyone I worried about all these years

No you haven't. You're depressed and you're not thinking straight.

Everyone matters except me

Everyone matters including you.

Can you give 988 or Samaritans a call? Maybe there's a way you can go into the hospital.

If you can get back on meds and get some housing, I think the way you see the world would change completely.