embarrassment

hi. this is my first post here and the reason i made this account in the first place. in my life ive had 3-4 attempts. all of which were not the most intelligent. meaning like “in hindsight, of course that wouldnt work” like either things that def wouldnt work at all, or i did it “wrong”. i...

As a child, I let myself be coerced into chronic sexual abuse by a "peer" that I was disgustingly stupid enough to think was my "friend" and that I had to agree to it as a condition of, now I know, non-existent friendship. I have lost decades and decades of my life feeling disgusted ever since...