mistake

I have nothing to give. My love is worthless. I have no future. No wonder no one loves me. I have nothing to offer as a human being. I failed at being a human. My existence is a mistake. I need to end it.

No matter what I do I feel like a failure. I've had an eating disorder for a while now and whenever I eat I feel like I'm a failure, but whenever I don't eat I feel like I'm letting down my friends when they tell me I should eat. They tell me I'm really skinny but I just don't see it. To me, I...