...to my T or my autism T or at the hospital or at the mental health center... about my sui plan?
i mean, seriously.
i know what happens technically: i am stopped, they put me IP for a while, they give me meds, we talk about it.
everybody's happy except me. with the only consolation that i...
The date is close.
I could ask for help but i really dont want to be alive anymore.
1) I dont wanna hurt family and betray my T.
2) Im afraid of physical pain. (havent come up with a better plan, have tried it before but now it will work)
what do i do?
I had surgery early this morning fuck me I feel rough. They put all sorts of bults in my legs and I am in pain the amount of pain meds their giving me fuck me its alot. My brother is taking my daughter out today so I feel better that she is okay with Teddy and that my baby girl is safe and well...