"He" went through a dark time in his life, he became a Nihilist and an Atheist in 2008 cause of his confusion and depression and anxiety. After his last suicide attempt in June 2010, he woke up and saw that life without God is meaningless. God hasn't abandoned him, he was just too synced with issues that he didn't look to the cross for the answers. Atheist Demon is now a born again Christian, he no longer drinks/smokes, he is working on not to swear, he still gets depress and anxious at times, but he knows that God has him covered. He no longer associates with atheism or nihilism and the occult. He dropped Atheist Demon and decided to go by his nickname he uses most often called "BryGuy". It seems that I know a lot about this guy, cause I "was" him...literally. I found happiness and confort in God and even though I still make my mistakes, I now ask for guidance from my savior. I know a lot of y'all are on this site because you feel like you just can't take no more, and the battle is too much. But God has a master plan and he wants ALL of his children to be apart of it. Even Christ himself faced issues and suffered in the hands of 'so called religious leaders' but he gave his life to free us from the bond that the enemy put on us. God is love and he wants everyone to be conforted. I pray that whatever situation you are in, that you ask the Lord for help, everything is possible through him. He can save us all...he sure did save me