hey all, I am about to hit the age of 40! in a couple of weeks!! I have relaised that i have spent almost half my life screwing up and just being a generall twat with things!! I have done things that have cost me dear and regrets a hell of a lot. I have burried my head in the sand for years and now I am in debt and up to my eyes in self loathing, hurt and regret. will life get any better??