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[Windhover]

@FlamingoWrangler Yes something like that. I think maybe being a hermit for a while would also do nicely. Anyway: I took the pic. I was on a walk and came across one section that the loggers had missed and there were these as well as some huge old eucalypts. It's a very old plant in a forest in NSW; an Australian tree fern. I don't remember its scientific name.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

@FlamingoWrangler Yes something like that. I think maybe being a hermit for a while would also do nicely. Anyway: I took the pic. I was on a walk and came across one section that the loggers had missed and there were these as well as some huge old eucalypts. It's a very old plant in a forest in NSW; an Australian tree fern. I don't remember its scientific name.

Thanks for sharing. I went down a couple rabbit holes & learned a lot. I love eucalyptus. Looks like a beautiful place to be a hermit.

 

[Windhover]

Aware that it feels uncanny
like I've been away from my assigned life
for a long time, and
or after being at the beach
waiting on the edge of the sand for a ride home that never comes

 

[Windhover]

Do I dare touch the pain to see if I can find anything good underneath. Or will it slice my tender anesthetized skin.

 

[Windhover]

Not a good post so it's gone.

 

[Windhover]

changed my mind

 

[may71]

Hugs Seabird

 

[Windhover]

Thank you (h) to you @may71

 

[Windhover]

🩷 lol I'm not sure of the algorithm but even if it is molecule by molecule and needs a multi-dimensional printer to reassemble am taking myself back

 

[Congratsbaby]

🩷 lol I'm not sure of the algorithm but even if it is molecule by molecule and needs a multi-dimensional printer to reassemble am taking myself back

I think I would read your book or something , I like the way you write.
And I am so sorry for all the pain you go through

 

[Windhover]

I think I would read your book or something , I like the way you write.
And I am so sorry for all the pain you go through

ah thank you! That's encouraging. Most of the stuff I've written in here comes from my paintings rather than my book. My book isn't written, except randlonly in strange, short pieces in my journals. lol

 

[Congratsbaby]

ah thank you! That's encouraging. Most of the stuff I've written in here comes from my paintings rather than my book. My book isn't written, except randlonly in strange, short pieces in my journals. lol

You're welcome. Ooh that's an interesting fact , nonetheless your art elements , whatever you incorporate here. They interests me

 

[Windhover]

I'm not wishing my life away but am looking forward to getting past this date, because it's the anniversary and I don't want to get into thtat box of glass splinters and metal shards.

 

[may71]

I hope you'll be able to get through it ok.

Hugs Seabird

 

[Windhover]

Thank you @may71 . Being able to come here is helpful.

hugs back

 

[Pebble mouse]

I think you are more resilient and capable than you realize, @seabird. ((Hugs)) to you.

 

[Windhover]

Maybe, I dunno yet, maybe there's always a downshift to find more energy . Thank you @Pebble mouse

Hugs back.

 

[AvidFan]

Hope you got through it OK. Hugs @seabird

 

[Windhover]

Thank you. I am getting through the best I can. Giving myself a lot of reminders, and taking care to stay out of death doom spirals.

hugs back @AvidFan

 

[Windhover]

I am grateful for running. Have I said that before lol. I ran four and a half miles tonight in the misty rain . : )