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[Lady Wolfshead]

You are meant to have a home. All of us are. But maybe a trip just to get away from things for a while would be nice. I know I have always enjoyed traveling alone. Just me and a teddy bear. Tis very relaxing

Teddy bears are great company. My male cat is my teddy bear and snuggles with me when I'm sleeping.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Teddy bears are great company. My male cat is my teddy bear and snuggles with me when I'm sleeping.

How sweet!

 

[KM76710]

Teddy bears are great company. My male cat is my teddy bear and snuggles with me when I'm sleeping.

Teddy bears, cats, dogs also are good to bring a

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

How sweet!

It really is. He purrs like a motor too. It's a bit hot in summer though lol.

 

[Windhover]

You are meant to have a home. All of us are. But maybe a trip just to get away from things for a while would be nice. I know I have always enjoyed traveling alone. Just me and a teddy bear. Tis very relaxing

I like this idea a lot, thank you Silly Old Bear. Sorry it took me a while to respond. My head and heart were upset this week. I have a few old reliable plush animals which are always with me. They like going along on journeys.

 

[AvidFan]

Hope you find your way home @seabird even if it's a very roundabout route!

 

[Windhover]

Thank you @AvidFan

I hope so.

Right now I am very anxious & scated.

 

[1Lefty]

Thank you @AvidFan

I hope so.

Right now I am very anxious & scated.

 

[Windhover]

@1Lefty Thank you and hugs back
It's good to see you, I hope you are well .

 

[Windhover]

I have to find my way. The stress and anxiery cause the weird voices and little hints of other people's lives to show up in my awareness. I know it is due to feeling unsafe in some way, but I cannot articulate the odd energy here.
The accupuncture therapist said that somewhere inside me I already know what to do -

 

[nicktheundoer]

Maybe I need to travel alone for a while. If I take off on another search for home, it'll be a huge drain on my remaining nest egg. But so what - I'm not meant to have a real home anuway.

 

[Windhover]

Thank you for the hug @nicktheundoer , and I hope you are doing okay.

 

[Windhover]

You are meant to have a home.

Perhaps I'll go back to the desert. More than anything I want to be near the water but all of those areas are extremely expensive.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Thank you for the hug @nicktheundoer , and I hope you are doing okay.

Thank you seabird..

 

[Windhover]

Spoken words have so many power sources and intentions: often having nothing much to do with comraderie but tactical assertions of power.

I've been reproached again for having spoken too aggressively. This is making me doubtful, and I can feel them trying to take my confidence away. But that is what an adversary does.

 

[Widowedvegan]

Spoken words have so many power sources and intentions: often having nothing much to do with comraderie but tactical assertions of power.

I've been reproached again for having spoken too aggressively. This is making me doubtful, and I can feel them trying to take my confidence away. But that is what an adversary does.

Please don’t doubt yourself @seabird

 

[nicktheundoer]

Spoken words have so many power sources and intentions: often having nothing much to do with comraderie but tactical assertions of power.

I've been reproached again for having spoken too aggressively. This is making me doubtful, and I can feel them trying to take my confidence away. But that is what an adversary does.

My prayers with you seabird..

 

[Waves]

Spoken words have so many power sources and intentions: often having nothing much to do with comraderie but tactical assertions of power.

I've been reproached again for having spoken too aggressively. This is making me doubtful, and I can feel them trying to take my confidence away. But that is what an adversary does.

It seems like people are always reacting on the defensive and being argumentative or accusatory. Rationally I know it is a self preserving response. People respond with fight or flight when feeling threatened but geeze when will humans ever evolve to being accepting and communicate instead of attacking???

 

[Windhover]

It seems like people are always reacting on the defensive and being argumentative or accusatory. Rationally I know it is a self preserving response. People respond with fight or flight when feeling threatened but geeze when will humans ever evolve to being accepting and communicate instead of attacking???

I was not attacking but got labeled as such, as a troublemaker type who answers too honestly, rather than going along with what others believe &/or want. It is as though I am not supposed to exist as an autonomous person not really. The other person takes it as some sort of personal insult or put-down if my view is different than theirs. wtf

 

[Waves]

I was not attacking but got labeled as such, as a troublemaker type who answers too honestly, rather than going along with what others believe &/or want. It is as though I am not supposed to exist as an autonomous person not really. The other person takes it as some sort of personal insult or put-down if my view is different than theirs. wtf

Yes that is what I mean. That you get attacked for being mature and sharing your feelings and trying to communicate. But then the other person goes on the defense and attacks you. It is twisted in my humble opinion. Like banging your head against the wall with people not listening to you. I wish you were heard. Hugs.