To start I will say I am 35 years old next week and still live with my parents.
My mental health and mood swings are so bad that I have no friends. I have literally scrambled through a degree, masters and PhD through both ease in terms of the work but difficulty in that colleagues have issued formal complaints about frustrations, outbursts and not being able to read social queues, whether in public or social media.
I am so alone apart from my parents. They have been my rock all my life since I began getting severely bullied at school from an early age.
I cry myself to sleep most nights as I can't maintain any friendships, volatile relationships. it's like at almost 35, I still havent, socially, gone beyond 12 years of age, although intellectually and creatively I'm mature.
My parents are now getting into their late 60s and I've come to realise how even more lonely my life would be when they do eventually pass away. I know for absolute certainty that when my parents do eventually leave this world, I shall be immediately joining them in a grave next to them.
(crying writing this message) thank you to anyone who has taken the time to read this.
My mental health and mood swings are so bad that I have no friends. I have literally scrambled through a degree, masters and PhD through both ease in terms of the work but difficulty in that colleagues have issued formal complaints about frustrations, outbursts and not being able to read social queues, whether in public or social media.
I am so alone apart from my parents. They have been my rock all my life since I began getting severely bullied at school from an early age.
I cry myself to sleep most nights as I can't maintain any friendships, volatile relationships. it's like at almost 35, I still havent, socially, gone beyond 12 years of age, although intellectually and creatively I'm mature.
My parents are now getting into their late 60s and I've come to realise how even more lonely my life would be when they do eventually pass away. I know for absolute certainty that when my parents do eventually leave this world, I shall be immediately joining them in a grave next to them.
(crying writing this message) thank you to anyone who has taken the time to read this.