I used to rely solely on anger to get me through the bad, then I relied on my family. Now I am just completely, entirely tired. Tired of fighting, tired of living.. I've made promises to people close to me, but my strength is thinning out. I'm getting worn down, slowly but surely, and I don't even want to stop it anymore. I'm not sure what I can do to get my strength back either.. I guess it's like I'm in a train about to crash, and I'm becoming the trainwreck...