three years ago sometime this week, embarked my depression.
i continue to live with it.
every morning, waking up to a new and sad, day, thinking when i will die.
i've been thinking about dying a lot lately, creating visuals in my head,
jumping out of a moving car on a highway, feeling the shivers down my spine as i look down from a high building/ledge, the pain of my wrist as i slowly cut it, or the dizziness from the pills.
sigh.
i continue to live with it.
every morning, waking up to a new and sad, day, thinking when i will die.
i've been thinking about dying a lot lately, creating visuals in my head,
jumping out of a moving car on a highway, feeling the shivers down my spine as i look down from a high building/ledge, the pain of my wrist as i slowly cut it, or the dizziness from the pills.
sigh.