For some months now, i have wanted to run away, i don't feel right here i feel incomplete. I hate my job when i should be lucky i have one, my friends are slowly just departing from the group with arguments but even withut this i still want to leave, it's hard to explain, i want to leave this country live abroad not be here and not live this life, i am scared partly and it's getting me really down, i don't cry anymore, not as fun, when i'm by myself i do not talk or smile i just sit there thinking about life somewhere else. I looked up online and apparently this is part of an anxiety disorder but do not know, i thought someone could help me on here before i end up doing it with no where to go :/