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I can't stand my past either bro...kids use to kick my chair without me saying anything because....well because it was unusually hard to stand up for myself. I still feel that way sometimes today.
Speaking of the world, the world is a big place maybe a change is needed in your life. I'm not talking radical change rather a new mindset at looking at the world.
If you take drugs I understand that hinders the endless pain of depression. But you shouldn't mess your brain chemistry up if your taking prescribed meds. If you don't have a psychaitrist I would say to get one fast. I heard outside the US depression is a sorta taboo subject to talk about but by how your sounding which i sound like sometimes meds and therapy can help.
I know noone can understands the depths of you or me. I have suicidal ideation every single day because that would be it, no more thinking of the past, no more awkward situations, no more future problems, sounds like paradise no?? But who knows for sure?
Theres nothing I can probably say if your in your state of seemingly never ending depression and suicidal thoughts. I heard all the advice from my parents to my doctors, but i still fantasize about suicide everyday. Why am I here? Honestly I don't know why I'm here but I know helping others like you helped me, makes my heart happy even if its just for a moment. Just get back to that state of mind in which your not afraid to give helpful advice. It'll make you feel better man.
thanks for the reply it was great hearing from you...fuck the bad shit and just live to improve yourself. You never know what might happen tomorrow.
Peace bro...
Speaking of the world, the world is a big place maybe a change is needed in your life. I'm not talking radical change rather a new mindset at looking at the world.
If you take drugs I understand that hinders the endless pain of depression. But you shouldn't mess your brain chemistry up if your taking prescribed meds. If you don't have a psychaitrist I would say to get one fast. I heard outside the US depression is a sorta taboo subject to talk about but by how your sounding which i sound like sometimes meds and therapy can help.
I know noone can understands the depths of you or me. I have suicidal ideation every single day because that would be it, no more thinking of the past, no more awkward situations, no more future problems, sounds like paradise no?? But who knows for sure?
Theres nothing I can probably say if your in your state of seemingly never ending depression and suicidal thoughts. I heard all the advice from my parents to my doctors, but i still fantasize about suicide everyday. Why am I here? Honestly I don't know why I'm here but I know helping others like you helped me, makes my heart happy even if its just for a moment. Just get back to that state of mind in which your not afraid to give helpful advice. It'll make you feel better man.
thanks for the reply it was great hearing from you...fuck the bad shit and just live to improve yourself. You never know what might happen tomorrow.
Peace bro...
I'll tell you what's the point:
You're life may get better, and there's a very good chance it will. By ending it, you are not alowing yourself to see that bright future that's too come.
By ending it, you're no longer letting yourself become anything you want to be (and I do mean anything)
By ending it, you're hurting everyone around you who loves you and caresd..not to mention all of us back on SF.
Please don't give up..
-GhostOfYou
You're life may get better, and there's a very good chance it will. By ending it, you are not alowing yourself to see that bright future that's too come.
By ending it, you're no longer letting yourself become anything you want to be (and I do mean anything)
By ending it, you're hurting everyone around you who loves you and caresd..not to mention all of us back on SF.
Please don't give up..
-GhostOfYou
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There's something you should take into serious consideration: Death is forever. If you die, you can't reverse that decision. I'm not sure what's wrong man, but you got this far. Things always have a way of working out in the end.
Take me as an example: People shit on me all the time. At school I was like the class dweeb, loser, whatever. No one gave me a chance to branch out just because I wasn't cool enough. Try to fit in with them, and they would think you were a loon.
Anyway, I've been through rough shit over the years. Very recently I lost my job over something I did to a girl. She was taken, and I couldn't handle it too well. Don't you just hate it when that happens?
Now I've got the court coming up. I attended once, gonna go back in June. Shit, life does suck but don't end it like an idiot. Because when you're ruler of the world, they'll bow down at your feet. Haha.
Cheer up dude, I'm just trying to enlighten ya. I often wish I'd done things differently in my 21 years of my shitty life, but at least there's always beer, the adult channel and footy.
Well, good luck to you and I remember watching a few 80's music vids on YouTube. Because when I go to pot, I just love a good retro tune.
Take me as an example: People shit on me all the time. At school I was like the class dweeb, loser, whatever. No one gave me a chance to branch out just because I wasn't cool enough. Try to fit in with them, and they would think you were a loon.
Anyway, I've been through rough shit over the years. Very recently I lost my job over something I did to a girl. She was taken, and I couldn't handle it too well. Don't you just hate it when that happens?
Now I've got the court coming up. I attended once, gonna go back in June. Shit, life does suck but don't end it like an idiot. Because when you're ruler of the world, they'll bow down at your feet. Haha.
Cheer up dude, I'm just trying to enlighten ya. I often wish I'd done things differently in my 21 years of my shitty life, but at least there's always beer, the adult channel and footy.
Well, good luck to you and I remember watching a few 80's music vids on YouTube. Because when I go to pot, I just love a good retro tune.
Hi Pedro nice to meet you you're only 21 well I'm 31 and feel quite fucked:sad:,anyhow don't feel sorry for me I know what it's like to feel all soughts of emotions from utter elation to the depths of pure despair.I am Bi polar after all or well suffer from it,I have constant difficulties with my Ocd and Bdd also.
But yes I know what it was like at school to have not felt so popular but just to be noticed,well probably more nowaday's i have grown in confidence,except when my depression is severe and my Bdd is at it's worst also.I know what it's like to feel that you're a so and so and all that stuff.I'm trying my best to lighten up no one knows how hard I'm trying otherwise I wouldn't be here.
I can't count how many times I've wanted to end it all yet I'm still here so no one knows the pain of another person unless they walk in their shoes.I also wish thing's had gone differently in my shitty 31 years but oh well.
But yes I know what it was like at school to have not felt so popular but just to be noticed,well probably more nowaday's i have grown in confidence,except when my depression is severe and my Bdd is at it's worst also.I know what it's like to feel that you're a so and so and all that stuff.I'm trying my best to lighten up no one knows how hard I'm trying otherwise I wouldn't be here.
I can't count how many times I've wanted to end it all yet I'm still here so no one knows the pain of another person unless they walk in their shoes.I also wish thing's had gone differently in my shitty 31 years but oh well.
Ace your only 31 its still so young you have so much more in you to give and everyone is worth something all you need is someone to talk to and you have that here I have found it to be so much help we all have our bad days but there is the odd good day and they can be worth holdin on for.
Hold on :hug: :handinhan
Hold on :hug: :handinhan
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