At this moment, what would you rather be doing?

[full]

Not living

 

[JMG]

Not living

Sorry to hear you’re feeling that way full, I definitely have been a bit “more” over the last month or 2, very stressful and upsetting times right now for sure. I hope things get better for both of us soon.

 

[JMG]

Eating chinese food (shrimp chow mein, wonton soup, lotsa spring rolls, lemon chicken and sweet n sour pork) with my mom, sis and friend while watching Friends or another good show or movie, then having a yummy dessert of chocolate peanut butter ice cream cake to look forward to. Oh, or lava cake, ya either of those would be awesome to have for dessert

 

[dandelions]

being not crazy - crazy is such hard work and makes me so tired. there's got to be something better even if the lifelong search has produced little in the way of positive results. SIGH!!!

 

[Congratsbaby]

Eating ice-cream

 

[Harpoon_PT]

I'd rather be having fun with the girls in blue uniforms, wrecking their cars at high speed. But... I gotta empty one of the hard disks first cuz it's nearing its EOL and burning bluray discs takes time, especially when the data (TV shows mostly) is a little more than 600 GiB and each BD-R disc is 23.3 GiB.

 

[Baywasp]

I would rather be extending my vacation than waiting at the airport

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Finding someone who could truly love me for once, and not get fed up or just walk away.

 

[cev77]

Getting more sleep

 

[Suyon]

At this moment, maybe I’d rather be sitting somewhere quiet, listening to the wind passing by, thinking about how death doesn’t feel like a monster on certain nights…
but just an old door that time opens without making a sound.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sleeping probably, but I guess that's why I'm going to the sleep clinic later, and hopefully they can actually help me this time.

 

[JMG]

Being able to sign into my silly email account. No matter how I try to get into it, it’s not cooperating. It’s only the beginning of the damn day and already I feel very stressed and annoyed thanks to this bs.

Good luck at the sleep clinic Witty, I hope they’ll be able to help you this time too

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Being able to sign into my silly email account. No matter how I try to get into it, it’s not cooperating. It’s only the beginning of the damn day and already I feel very stressed and annoyed thanks to this bs.

Good luck at the sleep clinic Witty, I hope they’ll be able to help you this time too

I hope that you will be able to get that resolved, I know it's a pain. Well, looks like I don't need another sleep test, so that's good. So hopefully they will be able to provide me with the machine this time around.

 

[JMG]

I hope that you will be able to get that resolved, I know it's a pain. Well, looks like I don't need another sleep test, so that's good. So hopefully they will be able to provide me with the machine this time around.

Thank you. I was able to sign in no problem at the library, so just seems it’s not working on my phone for some annoying reason. I think they probably know how old my phone is (and the ios thing) so it’s a punishment for not having a “newer” one. That’s how it feels to me anyway lol. That’s great that you don’t need a sleep test. I’m curious about the machine thing.

Oh also, I got your letter in the mail today! Thanks so much, those stickers you sent are soo adorable too, I love them. I’ll try to get a reply sent back in the next week or 2. Glad the mail people don’t seem to be butt dragging anymore with delivering too :p

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Thank you. I was able to sign in no problem at the library, so just seems it’s not working on my phone for some annoying reason. I think they probably know how old my phone is (and the ios thing) so it’s a punishment for not having a “newer” one. That’s how it feels to me anyway lol. That’s great that you don’t need a sleep test. I’m curious about the machine thing.

Oh also, I got your letter in the mail today! Thanks so much, those stickers you sent are soo adorable too, I love them. I’ll try to get a reply sent back in the next week or 2. Glad the mail people don’t seem to be butt dragging anymore with delivering too :p

Hopefully there will be a solution so you can use it on your phone. Yeah, she said there are different mask designs so I can use the one that works best for me. I'm glad that you got the letter already, I'm impressed with how speedy they were this time

 

[JMG]

Hopefully there will be a solution so you can use it on your phone. Yeah, she said there are different mask designs so I can use the one that works best for me. I'm glad that you got the letter already, I'm impressed with how speedy they were this time

I’m pretty sure the solution is to just get a newer phone lol. Gonna be going to Walmart later hopefully so will see what they have. Will also need to get a new fan for my room, so ya bank account is definitely taking a bit of a hit this month.

That’s cool about being able to use different mask designs, hope that helps with the sleeping after.

Thanks, I’m glad the mail got delivered here more quickly this time too.

 

[JMG]

Letting my sis know (as gently and tactfully as I can, of course) that I feel very disappointed and confused about the very important (possibly life saving!) thing that she had said she was going to do last Monday that didn’t end up happening.

I’m mad at myself that I didn’t catch it, but I unwisely ended up letting my guard down yet again and trusted that she would do what she said she was going to do. It never occurred to me that she would not do it after she’d said she was going to. Next time we go there I definitely intend on making a LOT of reminder notes for myself to make sure that I remind HER to do what she said she was going to do. I really don’t like it when you basically have to babysit someone like that.

Also I can’t help but feel a bit sickened and disgusted at how she is pretty much just abandoning my mom like this. Wow. My mom was (and is) such a good, kind, caring, inspiring, strong, thoughtful & loving mom, and this is the thanks my sis shows to her for all of that. Unbelievable really :/