Here I am, doing exactly the same. But this time, while my left hand grabs this indulgence I don't deserve, with my right I clack on my laptop.
Why do I do this? More importantly, why do I not, not do this?
just last night I remembered one of my horrible mistakes, and I did the right thing and skipped eating; wrongdoer I am I don't deserve to eat. However, this evening, like many other evenings, I eat, despite being no less guilty now of what I did.