Back but in a bad way

[Dave_N]

Welcome back Carla. Sorry to hear that you're still feeling miserable. Please don't give up. You're a great mother and a wonderful person. Don't feel bad for not helping out on SF. When you're feeling up to it again, you can post then, but for now, take time to allow yourself to heal. :hug: :cheekkiss:

 

[IV2010]

sorry I wasn't here C...
how are you feeling now? :hugtackles:

 

[total eclipse]

Jst getting up myself C i hope you are okay let us know hugs

 

[itmahanh]

Wouildnt call it b etter. Had a call but let them go got pretty nasty from ther. I hate the loneliness. I hate myself. I, sory I will try harder to keep trhe shit tucked in. I dont know how else to reach out. But i end up feeling more lonelier for trying. Best to keep it in than to expose myself and get hurt

 

[total eclipse]

But your not alone okay we are here so keep talking here We all care about you C i care so please try not to beat yourself up so much you don't deserve that kind of treatment okay only compassion now

 

[itmahanh]

I hope everyone seees this Im sorry i coming off as pathetic i dont deserve anymore than any other meber here. just hate the lonleness it destrioys me and i either get into the booze or cut or worst attempt. i dont psot here unles im desperate so sorry when dont hear anything i clsoe myslef off when i do that nobody gets thorugh to me. sorry

 

[total eclipse]

Hi C i am here okay youwant to talk i am here right now hugs

 

[IV2010]

I'm still here listening C......
I understand the closing off too...in my own little bubble at the moment.
my councelor is trying to get me to look after myself as the lost/unloved child I am inside..really hard...
maybe try to care for yourself with more compassion as you do for others..
you have helped so many on here...now time to give yourself back some love..
you do deserve it.
:hug::flowers:

please don't close yourself off...we need you

 

[total eclipse]

yes we do need you C so much you are so caring and wise please keep talking to us okay we are here on the forum or pm or go to chat even but keep talking hugs

 

[dazzle11215]

i know what you mean. i only post when i'm desperate and then i sit here pressing refresh hoping for a quick response. but i think time works differently on here. i have to teach myself to wait for a response, it might come hours or even days later. in the meantime i have to take care of myself using all the other things i have learned to do. mostly nurturing my hurt, sad, inner child.