ok I grew up with two brothers that were still home and they had mental problems I dont want to go into.. sucidal and skophrania, addict was not a great childhood at all.... but moving on then I was molested growning up then as a teenager I was raped over and over again by my boyfriend then had a very abuse now exhusband .. then sister was murdered; then boyfriend was an addict and he had many problems behind him to then he committed sucide I was there for that one. Now tell me is this life is this normal .. aLmost forget i have a eatting disorder ... I could be a therpist dream she could right a whole book on me.. so what is normal .. what is my braking point .. I think I have been broken a long time ago.. I just want to tell the world to just fuck off some times.