Bye

[mar87]

No, I understand what you mean!

Just try!:smile:

 

[givenuponlife]

its just that, this bout of depression and shit is lasting longer then usual. I hate feeling like this

 

[oliver3]

i have never been able to make choices for myself, it has always been for other people, so i really don't know where to start or how to.

i am so physcially & emotionally drained it isnt funny i want to go to sleep and never wake up thats how i feel

funny, same shit has happened to me too
and i also have been on the brink of suicide, believe me if u think of something nice u like, it will eventually pass.
i know u feel like crap constantly, whenever people say something bad to u then you just think, im gonna break, i cant take this shit, fuck u all.
but believe me, u can pull yourself through.




Live

 

[givenuponlife]

i am reopening this post cause this is how i feel so





bye all

 

[givenuponlife]

I am back to the point of giving up on everything, there is so much shit going on in my life right now i am having a really hard time handling it all, i know ppl say that i can pull through this shit, but how much more can i take before its too much........i feel like the next thing that goes wrong in my life will be the last thing that goes wrong.............i dont know what to do anymore, i hate having these thoughts and urges

 

[givenuponlife]

I know I am re-opening an old post but i needed to....i want these thoughts and urges to go away and the only way i can do it is to just say


bye

 

[ace]

I understand exactly and know how you feel,I'm really in the same boat what's happening for you right now?

 

[givenuponlife]

Well my mental state is shits, and so is my sleeping, i haven't slept in just over 3 weeks now and if i do get any sleep during the night its like 1 or 2 hrs and that's it. And now I have to go to a funeral tomorrow morning for a friend who committed suicide last weekend. And that has been very hard for me this week, to the point i am numb all the time can't show emotions right now and severely depressed.

 

[ace]

That is pretty hard I do understand fully,I think if you can only try your best as you've been doing.I know it's shit it really is it's not your fault you have so much to deal with.