If so, then he even didn't deserve your time.
I bet you're nice and caring, I can see that and believe me , every guy would kill for you.
I know it's very hard and it doesn't make you feel better, but he really didn't deserve your time, he even doesn't deserve your life.
Don't do it. Many guys dream about girl like you, believe me.
Somebody will come and fills your heart with love instead of anger. Trust me.