I wonder this... my depression was really bad. I couldn't stay awake for more than 9 hours per day, i couldn't eat, i was sad, wanted to end all this... broken and crying. But i didn't want to go to the doctor... ever.
It all went better, because i meet one guy... now he broke up with me. And i'm pretty bad, again... i blame myself.
But not so bad that i was... i want to live, i want to get rid of this... i want to be happy like i was before all this drama started. I have had self confidence, was optimistic, social... i want to be like that again. I miss those times. I want to mend my broken heart and live again... i can hardly remember those times, specially on bad days my whole life seems misery. But i know that i was happy! I want it back.
But i don't want professional help!! I wonder... could i get rid of this shitty depression without it? And how? If ever... does it ever get better?
:sigh:
It all went better, because i meet one guy... now he broke up with me. And i'm pretty bad, again... i blame myself.
But not so bad that i was... i want to live, i want to get rid of this... i want to be happy like i was before all this drama started. I have had self confidence, was optimistic, social... i want to be like that again. I miss those times. I want to mend my broken heart and live again... i can hardly remember those times, specially on bad days my whole life seems misery. But i know that i was happy! I want it back.
But i don't want professional help!! I wonder... could i get rid of this shitty depression without it? And how? If ever... does it ever get better?
:sigh: