Im glad you started this thread, i had my first attempt 2 weeks ago, and told my doctor i need further help, not just counselling, which has'nt helped in the past
sooooooo my doc rang the crisis team.. who then got in touch with me last week, i have to see someone on tuesday
but OMG, the questions they asked me....
Well what would help you? the only thing i could say is talking it thru with someone proper. not just an unprofessional councellor,
another question was
how long have you felt suicidal/and what made you not attempt befor, i said i had'nt tried anything befor because of my daughter
they then said... can i cope bringing up my child. i was fuming... if thats one thing i can say.. it is that i provide, care and love my daughter more then anything.. yes im depressed and feel suicidal. but i mainly feel this way when im on my own or at night.. not when i have to do day to things with her...
the guy on the fone kept on about this! and i kept saying i do not wish to bring harm to anyone else... THE HATE i feel is for me and only me... when i got that point across he then seemed to have a better understanding of how i felt... but seriously im not sure what to expect on tuesday...
No wonder people dont want to say or talk about how they feel..... befor i even said anything it was like i was being labelled a bad mother!!