To tuck or not to tuck, that is the question.
How many here like me have a desire to wear women's clothing and get pretty? I must be honest that this is something that I have been sneaking to do ever since I was young. My mom used to be a stripper and she had a bag of shoes and all kinds of lingerie.
My feelings were kept on the downlow but eventually my parents put the pieces together, I think. I'm guessing after I was confronted about my sexuality at 16 they may have guessed eventually. My mom did find out last year that I bought a dress on Ebay.
My problem I guess is that I am embarrassed about the way I feel. The world expects me to be masculine and do masculine things. I wasn't interested in that but I feel forced into it. I'm not as thin as I was when I was younger either. I'm also much taller at 6'5'' and weigh 200lbs. I wear a size 13 men's shoe and nobody makes heels that big!! :depressed
I know i don't have the body for it and I guess that depresses me a bit. It isn't a main problem in my life but it does suck. My mom has told me before that I would make for an ugly woman and it did hurt my feelings.
I guess I just have to except the fact that I'm a man. I'll never look half as good as Tootsie. I really can't wear women's clothes and look good, but whatever, even some women look like shit and they don't have a penis.
:later:
How many here like me have a desire to wear women's clothing and get pretty? I must be honest that this is something that I have been sneaking to do ever since I was young. My mom used to be a stripper and she had a bag of shoes and all kinds of lingerie.
My feelings were kept on the downlow but eventually my parents put the pieces together, I think. I'm guessing after I was confronted about my sexuality at 16 they may have guessed eventually. My mom did find out last year that I bought a dress on Ebay.
My problem I guess is that I am embarrassed about the way I feel. The world expects me to be masculine and do masculine things. I wasn't interested in that but I feel forced into it. I'm not as thin as I was when I was younger either. I'm also much taller at 6'5'' and weigh 200lbs. I wear a size 13 men's shoe and nobody makes heels that big!! :depressed
I know i don't have the body for it and I guess that depresses me a bit. It isn't a main problem in my life but it does suck. My mom has told me before that I would make for an ugly woman and it did hurt my feelings.
I guess I just have to except the fact that I'm a man. I'll never look half as good as Tootsie. I really can't wear women's clothes and look good, but whatever, even some women look like shit and they don't have a penis.
:later: