So, I’m gonna do my best to explain this, please bear with me!
I am diagnosed with depression. Up until recently I suffered pretty bad symptoms. As of now, I feel GREAT. However I’m wondering if that’s really me talking, or my meds?
Here’s why:
If you’ve read my previous posts, you may remember last year when I was concerned about cuts I found on my body that I did not inflict. Despite everyone’s suggestions, I never brought this up with any therapists.
Well later I was put in a mental hospital where the doctors found more cuts that I did not recall inflicting. I told them I had no memory of causing them, but I got the impression they thought I was just saying that to stay out of trouble as they baby talked me saying it was okay.
Well flash forward to a few days ago, everything resumed normally. But I found a suicide note I don’t remember writing. Not only that but in it I mention the death of a friend I’ve pretty well moved on from now as if it’s still eating at me.
So I’m wondering if these meds are just making me feel happy sometimes, and can they lead to having depressive moments I don’t remember?
I am diagnosed with depression. Up until recently I suffered pretty bad symptoms. As of now, I feel GREAT. However I’m wondering if that’s really me talking, or my meds?
Here’s why:
If you’ve read my previous posts, you may remember last year when I was concerned about cuts I found on my body that I did not inflict. Despite everyone’s suggestions, I never brought this up with any therapists.
Well later I was put in a mental hospital where the doctors found more cuts that I did not recall inflicting. I told them I had no memory of causing them, but I got the impression they thought I was just saying that to stay out of trouble as they baby talked me saying it was okay.
Well flash forward to a few days ago, everything resumed normally. But I found a suicide note I don’t remember writing. Not only that but in it I mention the death of a friend I’ve pretty well moved on from now as if it’s still eating at me.
So I’m wondering if these meds are just making me feel happy sometimes, and can they lead to having depressive moments I don’t remember?