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I' soooooo tired, both mentally and physically. I'm sorry to keep going on about it all the time, can't seem to think about anything else....thats all! You guys are the only ones i can talk to about it all because you understand......i hope.:unsure:
I am sick of having to be strong.
I am sick of having to pretend all the time.
I am sick of being boring.
I am sick of only having ONE topic of conversation.
I am sick of disappointing you all all the time, sorry.
I am sick of pain.
I am sick of being bad.
And, I am sick of not being able to do anything about it!!!!
Lets face it i'm just sick!!!!! lol
I turned my mobile off today cos I dont want to talk to anyone I know personally, don't want to pretend anymore that things are ok, they are not. I did a terrible thing this morning. My Mum came to visit me and i didn't answer the door. She is 76 and caught a bus to get here and I ignored her. Thats bad isn't it, really bad.:sad:
I ty so hard not to be bad but i am doing bad things more often lately. On Friday my friend was buried and I didn't even go to the funeral
You don't have to respond to this, I'm just sounding off. Sorry!
Lea x x x x
Oh yeah, I am sick of hiding behind a user name too!
x x x x
I am sick of having to be strong.
I am sick of having to pretend all the time.
I am sick of being boring.
I am sick of only having ONE topic of conversation.
I am sick of disappointing you all all the time, sorry.
I am sick of pain.
I am sick of being bad.
And, I am sick of not being able to do anything about it!!!!
Lets face it i'm just sick!!!!! lol
I turned my mobile off today cos I dont want to talk to anyone I know personally, don't want to pretend anymore that things are ok, they are not. I did a terrible thing this morning. My Mum came to visit me and i didn't answer the door. She is 76 and caught a bus to get here and I ignored her. Thats bad isn't it, really bad.:sad:
I ty so hard not to be bad but i am doing bad things more often lately. On Friday my friend was buried and I didn't even go to the funeral
You don't have to respond to this, I'm just sounding off. Sorry!
Lea x x x x
Oh yeah, I am sick of hiding behind a user name too!
x x x x