Okay, major TRIGGER warning here, considering the lyrics. Also, this isn't anything about how i am feeling, but I heard the song play on a video and it is one of my all time favorite songs from HIM. Oddly this is also the song I played on repeat after my mawmaw (my dads mom) had passed away when I was 13-14. After all these years my heart still hurts that you are gone. I hope you and dad are together again, wherever you both are. One day I will get to join you both, I hope, but until then, I will do my best to keep holding on.