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feeling alone

rabitt3434

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#1
im just so tired of being sick. I am tried of going to dialysis. And the worse part is, I try to work and people compare kidney failure to a paper cut, or dialysis to donating blood. People dont get it. I so wish they did. I try to help them understand but they dont. Like my boss today I went home early because one they gave me the choice to stay or go due to having enough staff, and two because i wasnt feeling good due to having dialysis today. I told my boss who is my friend tonight that I wish she was here (im struggling tonight with feeing very sad) her reply wasnt why or whats up or anything like that it was me too but i dont want to get sick. I told her it was just from dialysis and there was no response back. I just feel so alone tonight like I have no one to talk to no one who understands. I dont know I guess I shouldnt be feeling this way. I am sorry.
 
#2
I dont know I guess I shouldnt be feeling this way
I think it's perfectly understandable that you feel that way. Anyone in the same position would feel the same.
There's nothing to be sorry about.
And the worse part is, I try to work and people compare kidney failure to a paper cut, or dialysis to donating blood. People dont get it
I wonder if there is a website, or a youtube video, or a pamphlet you could hand someone. Maybe your doctor would know.

It sounds like the sort of thing that if people had 5 minutes of education about it, they would see things really differently.
I just feel so alone tonight like I have no one to talk to no one who understands
Hugs Rabitt
 

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