I feel so suicidal everyday. I’ve been skipping my first period for about a week because I want to die so bad in the morning and I hate that teacher, she stresses me out so much. Every morning I wake up wanting to die and I lie in my bed doing nothing until I have 5 minutes before I have to leave. Most days I don’t brush my teeth or hair and though I barely say anything at school, it’s obvious people notice which makes me feel worse. Just trying to make it through these last few weeks till graduation, but with my grades I highly doubt I won’t be doing summer school. And then there’s the question of what happens after? It’s April and I still don’t know what college to go to…probably a community college, but what to major in? I don’t even try to work hard yet I’m so tired
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Hugs @h12345624 its tough to do things when depression makes us so darn tired, are there ways you have coped in the past that helped?
A lot of people don't no the answer to this when they go to school, it's ok not to have the answer right away.
A lot depends on what you want from your education. Hopefully there will be an academic advisor at your school who can help. People often fall into a "I love learning/Gotta be me" group, or a "I need to get a job" group, so maybe knowing your own priorities is a good first step.
If you're interested in treatment options, something in one of these links might be helpful
Treating Depression - Conventional Treatments
Chinese Herbal Medicine and Acupuncture, World's Second Largest Medical System
Self-Treatment and Miscellaneous
Sending safe hugs
A lot of people don't no the answer to this when they go to school, it's ok not to have the answer right away.
A lot depends on what you want from your education. Hopefully there will be an academic advisor at your school who can help. People often fall into a "I love learning/Gotta be me" group, or a "I need to get a job" group, so maybe knowing your own priorities is a good first step.
If you're interested in treatment options, something in one of these links might be helpful
Treating Depression - Conventional Treatments
Chinese Herbal Medicine and Acupuncture, World's Second Largest Medical System
Self-Treatment and Miscellaneous
Sending safe hugs
