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  1. BlueKoala

    I’m so tired of feeling trapped because of my own family

    TW: abuse(? I’m not sure if it is or not, but I stil l want to put a trigger warning just in case) Also, this is a really long post. Hello everyone. I know I’ve made a few posts here about my situation, but I just...it’s so hard to live in my house. It’s so so hard, and the fact that my parents...
  2. Soda-Voxel

    i dont have anybody to talk to about how i feel

    I don't have a therapist and I doubt I will get therapy for a very long time. I can't talk to any of my friends because it will worry them and upset them. I can't talk to my family because it will also worry/upset them and they won't help at all. I have nobody to talk to. And even when I do...
  3. Soda-Voxel

    I'm running out of time.

    I don't feel like I have long left. I don't want to die, theres lots of things I love in life - but the pain is too great for me to keep going. Every time I have even a slight problem, my immediate thought is "Well, I can just kill myself to avoid this". I'm so exhausted. Hating myself every...
  4. Soda-Voxel

    I feel so hopeless.

    Even though I had a wonderful day today, I still want to off myself after all this. I’m trying so, so hard to have hope. I need to be here for my friends, I have to help them, I have to stay alive. There are things I love, people I love, to be here for. But I just hate myself far too much. The...
  5. Soda-Voxel

    i hate myself

    There's not any aspect I like about myself. Even if I have a good moment where I like something I do for a few hours, it never lasts. I always come back to realising what a failure I am. I can't draw or write well, my ideas are awful, I'm ugly and stupid, I don't have any talents or redeeming...
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