earlier this year i got a phone call to say my dad had passed away suddenly in a freak accident (he lived in poland and was hit by a bus that skipped a red light when he was on his moped)
our relationship was almost none existent. my mum left him when i was tiny. no contact until my teenage years. where it was just emails and a few letters. thats about it. but when i got that phone call i physically crumbled to the floor. ive spent the past few months grieving, being bitter, angry, upset even happy he had passed.
i don't understand how i can be so devastated over loosing a man i barley knew. please can anyone spread some insight on this as im struggling with it
our relationship was almost none existent. my mum left him when i was tiny. no contact until my teenage years. where it was just emails and a few letters. thats about it. but when i got that phone call i physically crumbled to the floor. ive spent the past few months grieving, being bitter, angry, upset even happy he had passed.
i don't understand how i can be so devastated over loosing a man i barley knew. please can anyone spread some insight on this as im struggling with it