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Sycotic_Sarah

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or not.
:/
the thankyou..
OR NOT
grrr
just close it
ud close it if it was someone worth it :/
 
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kath

Well-Known Member
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No kath's here!!!!

i'll listen adn then i'll talk to you all night to make sure you stay safe.Seriously hun i say to you waht you said in my thread i really dont want you dead either.

i'll offer hugs but know you'll probably shout at me but you dont have to take them.But your a good friend.id be lost without you.

i very much hear and can relate to your pain.Is there anywhere you can chuck those tablets away maybe????
 
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Sycotic_Sarah

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i AM NOT CHUCKING THE TABLETS AWAY
OR ANYTHING
THATS IT
END OFF
CLOSE THE FUCKING DAMN THREAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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kath

Well-Known Member
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Sarah i love you to bits [whether you like it or not!] but i think actually Bunny is keeping this thread open cos she does value you adn so do we.You are hurting badly.Very very badly.But please dont shout out what new friends you have here.It sounds like you could really do with some right now.i might not be a good friend,i feel innadequate,wish i could do more for you but i am here and others here will be better friends than i manage to be........please dont shut us out.i hear your pain.
 
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kath

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Ok i was trying to throw around some ideas not tell you waht to do hun.How could i tell you what to do or not do considering my own situation??i just dont want things to get worse for you.i am sorry i upset you.
 
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thedeafmusician

Staff Alumni
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:hug: :hug: :hug: .... thats a hug for each of you.
Sarah I really really hope you dont OD... says you're offline now. Your Mum WILL miss you, I'm sure of it. Im not lying. You said that she stopped you before... chances are she did that because she loves you... even if she doesnt show it all the time.

TDM
 
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Sycotic_Sarah

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thedeafmusician said:
:hug: :hug: :hug: .... thats a hug for each of you.
Sarah I really really hope you dont OD... says you're offline now. Your Mum WILL miss you, I'm sure of it. Im not lying. You said that she stopped you before... chances are she did that because she loves you... even if she doesnt show it all the time.

TDM
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I havent.
I just needed.. some time to think.. some space.. away from this havoc.
I think i.. i think i want to go into hospital.. i dont want too .. i do for my safety.. i do want to die.. but i dont want to.. if you get what i mean..

with the rate im going at, thts where im heading.

im sorry to of worried you at all, im sorry bunny for hurting you, if i did in any way, im sorry, i just have really horrible outbursts, i really do, im really sory, i really am, im fine, i didnt overdose... im such a stupid coward, i just looked at the tablets, and i put them back in my mums bag, i guess i thought she needs them, and she needs me.. so yeah, im a coward, ill probably do it when i see some new tablets around the house, which probably is never...
i never realiesed how much she cared, my sister, she says to me everyday now u alright? i dont know if thats just a sister thing we used to do, or if its if shes worried about me.. she read my diary on here :mad: :blink: , i never realiseed she cared though, she hides the razors, she hides the tablets, i love her alot, i never knew how much i love her, and how much she loves me.
Well the saying is things get worse before getting better.
Maybe thats happening to me?

Anyway.. ill see you all later.
 
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Sycotic_Sarah

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i wouldnt say better.. id say.. stil the same. i think.
anyway thanks for takin time on writing posts back, woof cyesis, but im bambi =[
Anyway, see you all later.
 
TheBLA

TheBLA

The biggest loser ever to live.
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See ya later then.
Glad to see things are at least not getting worse for you right now. You deserve a lot better. :smile:
 
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Jess

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Sarah,


I'm not sure if you'll be willing to read this but I figured I would give it a try anyways.

I'm sorry if I upset you that day in chat. I'm not sure how you came up with me being upset with you, or in a mood with you, as you put it.. but I assure you I wasn't at all. I'm sorry if I'm part of the reason you were so upset the day you started this thread.

I'm sorry if I've caused any of this


I hope you're ok



take care
 
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allofme

Staff Alumni
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sarah

u r such a wonderful person... anger and fear can make anyone lash out.. the greater the fear the larger the out burst... i hope you know that u r worthy of friendship ... love from your family and friends ... of which u have many...

i think going into the hospital if needed and not taking the tablets is a very brave thing... u r brave.. and i appreciate your friendship..


the world is much better with you in it... please stay...:flowers: :flowers: :hug: :hug:
 
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Sycotic_Sarah

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Jess ur not responsable for anything.
allofme i just keep thinkin of the bad stuff that could happen :(
i dont wanna go nomore
i had a so bad dream last night :'(
im not brave, i couldnt even take the tablets, thats coward for u =[
rahul, i said cya later because i was done posting, i dont know when im gonna go into hospital, but its probably sometime soon. :(
 
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