Just for the past few weeks I have no desire at all to do anything productive. I spend most of my time watching random crap on Youtube. I feel like a waste of space, what sort of life is it if you don't achieve anything or work for anything? I'm really scared this is permanent...I don't want to work anymore...I hate being unemployed but the thought of going into work for the rest of my life is killing me. Everyone seems so burnt out and unhappy. I want to work but at the same time don't want to. In my head I just think I'm the laziest piece of crap ever for this. But to be honest this is a recent thing...I have achieved good grades, and worked very hard for them.I'm not a perfectionist but have very high standards, so it's not like I've always been a waster. How do I get out of this rut? Being like this makes me feel even more suicidal because I don't want to be a burden on society, when I'm perfectly able to work. Am I just a waste of space?