thnaks guys for replying
and LoveBeing i really appreciate the meaningfulness in your post, it means a lot u actually took the time to read my profile
Still kinda hard to talk about my soul searching and also the realizations i made ( thro documentation and also just having to finally face reality)
My parents raised me to be individualistic and alone, told me over and over im over sensitive and dont need to be with anyone and can be very happy alone, and my looks r nothing to worry about and in the tone the whole world is wrong and they r so misunderstood, undervalued and well.......had to come to the bitter realization they r just inhumanely wrong and crazy. Guess we are all more or less skitzoaffective (my family) and i dont know how to get out , they managed to use up all greater family savings with big time pride and confidence and now am left with nothing, socially and economically , they always discouraged me tring to fit in and made it all possible it seams for me to not fit in, mostly out of crazy pride insted of understanding/accepting we all have serious issues. Needless to say no issues got fixed and now i have to deal with all of them.
I cant agree with you on the vid and looks issue. Most people just dont know what they have and anything goes thinking wise while ur in the luck area
Problem with my looks is no one could ever be attracted to me and i cant stand them cause i know some of the causes of them that r not just genetics but illness/conditions caused/agravated out of bad lifestyle/eating habits etc
And cant agree looks dont define us, found a lot of times they say more than most people realize and r a lot of times accurate to ones history.
Found it tragically funny that video is promoted , telling people to just keep at what their doing instead of putting forward the REASON of that guys impairment, ITS HUMAN MADE, thalidomide kids r a very sad result of people keeping at being stupid and careless, we really are not all the same sadly and its sad to promote lack of judgment and discernment, and i feel this vid just promotes it , and while it seams funny in the vid reality is rarely anywhere near that generous with such people , shure might be k in ur church community where everything is in people heads but how do u face bad intended people? ignore all issues? pass them around from one witty phrase to the next ?
