Yeah, i suspect a lot of us on here have spent a lot of our time considering it, thinking of methods, places, how painful it'd be, what it would be like after. You're definitely not alone there. If you're not sure about whether you'll go through with it, that's hopeful, but you should still talk to somebody about this. Contemplating suicide is always a very bad state to be in. Do you want to talk about what got you to feeling like this?