Thanks for the advice. I really appreciate it. And you’re right, I have to be here to get my dog. I think I have somewhere I could stay for a while but I don’t know for sure yet, I’ll find out in a few days. It’s just x10 more difficult because this is going to change my whole life, not just where I live and all the things that come with that, but my relationship with my mother. I desperately want to cut all contact but then there’s my dog and all my stuff and if I do find somewhere to stay it will be someone she’s related to as well. I feel so hurt and betrayed by her, it’s completely overwhelming. She has made it clear she doesn’t care how I feel at all, I’m kind of going on a bit here I’m sorry but I’m so stressed by it all I need to get this out somewhere. Surely, if she did care as she says, she’d give me until after July? Your mother is supposed to be the person who loves you the most, and I don’t even have the illusion of that anymore.
No use wallowing. But I’m sad and hurt and stuck in this mess.