My toe that recently had surgery is hurting like a bitch and is infected again. The pain woke me up after having slept restlessly and terribly for several hours. My parents are going on vacation for a week, and if I seriously need another surgery as the worst case scenario, I don't know what I'm gonna do since I depend on them financially. This is tiresome. If my PCP is to do anything with my toe, I'm probably gonna be dismissed again and told to visit a specialist because of my type 1 diabetes, which requires more waiting and enduring the pain longer. Better at least be prescribed painkillers this time, which requires more money that I don't have. Yeah, fuck everything completely. Had a bad day yesterday and a shitty weekend full of inconvenience, but that was only the beginning. Being tested for no damn reason. There's no limit to how much my life can blow -- I get it--I GET IT.