Sad, I don't have my girl this weekend. It is going to be a long weekend, without her. I fired my therapist last night. I felt like he was not listening to me, all he wanted to do was to argue. It just seemed to be pointless to go see him and argue. I know I need a lot of help, I just felt like I wasn't getting any from him. I don't know what to do with all of this crap in my head. I also, opted out of the Suicide Prevention Program, all they do is call me and hassle me. Besides, I am safe. I have a little lady to take care of. But, without her I have nothing.