How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm sorry you are feeling that way, Lu. I can relate to that feeling pretty often. But remember that you will always be loved and cared for here. s*

 

[Sunspots]

I want him to love me the same as I love him but he never will. It breaks my heart a million times a day and I don't know what to do to stop it

 

[1964dodge]

I want him to love me the same as I love him but he never will. It breaks my heart a million times a day and I don't know what to do to stop it

is it that he doesn't love you as much or is it that he's not the romantic type. I love my wife very much but i'm not overly romantic although I do have my moments

 

[sinking_ship]

Aw Lu I’m sorry you’re hurting so much. You deserve to feel loved. Sending you hugs

 

[Sunspots]

is it that he doesn't love you as much or is it that he's not the romantic type. I love my wife very much but i'm not overly romantic although I do have my moments

I honestly don't know. Probably both. He's indifferent. I don't think he'd miss me if I wasn't here. I'm not even sure he'd notice.

 

[Human Ex Machinae]

@Lulabelle , I suggested this once and I'm going to resubmit it: you should take a vacation from your domestic situation, go off on your own somewhere. Spend a couple of weeks not bouncing off of other people, getting reacquainted with the real, core you, the one that isn't a reflection in someone's eyes. I think it would probably be a good idea for anyone in a long term relationship. Topping up the self.

 

[Sunspots]

I don't have access to that kind of money and he wouldn't give it to me.

 

[Sunspots]

I don't know how to even start looking for the real me. I don't think there is one. There's nothing there.

 

[Baywasp]

Cozy. I was out in the freezing cold, but now I'm home with a cup of apple cinnamon herbal tea.

 

[Human Ex Machinae]

I don't have access to that kind of money and he wouldn't give it to me.

It wouldn't have to be a very expensive get away. It could be 5 miles away, the important thing would be being on your own for a little while.

I don't know how to even start looking for the real me. I don't think there is one. There's nothing there.

That's not true Lula. None of your friends here believe that for one second. You're a very real, warm and kind-hearted person who we've all gotten to know.

 

[Flying Fox]

substandard

 

[Kelha]

Confused

 

[Sunspots]

It wouldn't have to be a very expensive get away. It could be 5 miles away, the important thing would be being on your own for a little while.

I'd never have the guts to even ask him if I could go.

That's not true Lula. None of your friends here believe that for one second. You're a very real, warm and kind-hearted person who we've all gotten to know.

Thanks. I really do appreciate that. I do try to be kind. But it's not enough to make me a whole person.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I don't know why I am here. No really, why am I on this planet if my existence only causes negative feelings in other people?

 

[sinking_ship]

I'd never have the guts to even ask him if I could go.

I don't see why you would have to ask his permission.

 

[sinking_ship]

I don't know why I am here. No really, why am I on this planet if my existence only causes negative feelings in other people?

I doubt that's true. Your brain is lying to you. You've got friends here who think you are smart, funny, and kind. Those are positive feelings. And I have a hard time believing people in your life don't see the same things we do.

 

[Sunspots]

I don't see why you would have to ask his permission.

I'd have to ask him for some money to pay for somewhere to stay

 

[Human Ex Machinae]

Thanks. I really do appreciate that. I do try to be kind. But it's not enough to make me a whole person.

Only a whole person like you would care enough about others to be kind, Lula. Maybe you can't see it because it's a 'can't see the forest for the trees' situation, but everyone else can see it.

 

[Walker]

I think you're pretty fantastic @Lulabelle

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Feeling pretty confident right now. I am starting to see that a relationship won't just make me suddenly happy. I think that 2019 will be the year of me, and I will improve my life any way I can.